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Sessionist-

A sessionist is a professional musician that devote himself/herself into playing other people's music for a living. All your pop songs and concerts are played by them.

The song that is playing on my blog now is done by Penny Dai's band...She's suppose to be some malaysia singer who sang some opening and ending songs for Taiwan shows...

I dunnoe who on earth she is seriously...and I do not even know if she's tall or short, fat or skinny...but THIS BAND ROCKS!!! ENJOY=)

I took courage...I fought well...I didn't compromise on what I want...but I have to suffer the aftermath that comes with it.

I'm in a pre-war hospital...I can't feel my limbs anymore...I'm passing out...

Once Upon a Time-

Once upon a time, my heart was smashed. That smash was the heaviest on of all time. That was so long ago...I wore blue and white...I held O'level textbooks...

Once upon a time, the usual morning sky on my way to school leaves me a feeling of "clear blue peace". Whenever I feel caught up with all the expectations coming from my parents, friends, or school teachers, I would look up to the morning sky before school and feel that everything's gonna be alright, because Someone is up holding the sky.

Once upon a time, even the morning sky didn't quite remind me of anything. I cried at the sight of it.

Once upon a time, I have many friends, but all of them did not bother about my "darkness"

Once upon a time, that 5 day camp with the most exciting activities, most caring instructor and the funniest people in my group didn't manage to strike a note in my deafened heart.

Once upon a time, the world was black and white. There were no other colours.

Once upon a time, the favourite songs that makes me high sounded pale to me.

Once upon a time, I began to pack my bag unwillingly and tell myself I must be ready to move out into the wild, because I simply have to.

The time has come. I have to relive that "once upon a time".

Random Post-

Hmm no point posting about church events cuz so many ppl already did it.

I really dunnoe wad to update about! everyone's telling me to update...but update wad?

Hmm...lots of up and downs this week. Wake up to the morning to realise God's been faithful and there is the sun shinning on you. Realise that some problems in life are still problems and suddenly you become low. Realise that there are so many nice ppl who really cares for you and are there for you in your life and suddenly you become high.

Thank God for the unexpected comfort He always sends at the darkest moments of my life.

Stupid Job part 2-

Did that dumb job ydae again...this time I came prepared with laptop from church to prepare sat sharing...

9pm: The ppl nicer to me this time...

9.30pm: Darryl & John came to look for me

11pm: Already ate a plate of pasta, some meat, 2 sandwiches from McCafe ever since dinner time due to boredom...

11.30pm: Deb came to company me...So nice=)

3am: thinking about the meaning of life...(BORED)

4am: finished preparing sat sharing stuff liao

5am: thinking about the meaning of life...(BORED)

5.30am: zzz on chair

6am: zzz on floor

7am: some bird came to find me...(he abandoned his tent that joker!)

8am: Darryl came but I was dreaming about the meaning of life lol...

9am: McDonalds breakfast

10.30am: boss ask me clear rubbish!WTH!

11am: FINALLY!!!!

Tml working again-_-...I guess birds are used to being caged...they can really tahan this kind of job everyday...not refering to any particular bird...lol...

Love Letter-

I just received a love letter...it was well wrapped...typed in high quality paper...

The person told me how much she loved me...and how she longed to see me...she couldn't wait...she wanted to meet me as soon as possible...

She said she wanted to meet me earlier so that we can get our relationship started as soon as possible...she even wanted to meet my parents and treat them to lunch...

She even asked me to get myself properly dressed...she does not want to see me in shorts and singlet with flip flocks...

She has a very unique name...and a unique taste of colour preference...

Her name is Army...and her favourite colour is green...-_-"""

I'm gonna get married to her for 2 years starting 9th June...

Someone...break my legs and make me a lamer so that I can book out everyday...

Stupid Job-

Job Description: sit in a tent, look after stuff for 14hours and make sure no one steals them. (Do not fall aslp)

Actual Job Description: Stare at celling, stare at fan, stare at your shoe, stare at floor, stare at tables and chairs for 14hours.

Pay: 6 Bucks an hour

Journal of that 14 hours:

9pm: Reached there...met with some hostile ppl, ignored them...haha..

10.30pm: Asked breen to come find me and talk...

11.30pm: Read book

12am: Tok to Amanda

12.30am: Read book + talk to sue about her worship plan

2am: Tok to Yu

3am: train my drum strokes on a drum pad like an idiot in a tent

5am: McDonald's breakfast

5.30am: Darryl called me

8.30am: Darryl came to find me (high)

9am: zzz

9.30am: Matthew came with McCafe breakfast

10.30am: FINALLY!!!!

ARGH!...today still need to work another day...only mindless birds can enjoy such a job...not trying to pinpoint at any particular bird...lol

End of the road?-

Is it time to end this teenage dream of mine? I've come so far...waited so long...but yet still at ground zero...

Maybe I should just end it once and for all...easier for the people around me...

but some part of me still wish it is not the end of the road...

Roland's scary prediction-

Many years ago when I was still a secondary school student...my sunday school teacher Roland made a prediction...and told me about it...I never believe that it will ever come true...not even in the beginning of 2006 did I believe a word of it...but now it all came true...scary...cold sweat...

argh...I really cannot take it anymore...